You know what my problem is?

[Pekka]

I work too hard. Yeah. I mean, I don't relax enough. It's like this. I just realized.. since I was invited for a drink.. that I haven't had a drink, a single drink, including beer, wine, all alcohol stuff.. in weeks. Maybe few months who knows. I don't even notice it. I just don't drink it seems like.

Naturally in two weeks there's this big party and I intend to get wrecked but.. you know that's about it. Then few times during the summer but I'll be working pretty hard the whole summer so .. it's like I have no 'vacation time'.

This will lead into a state where I think my basic functions will suffer. Human beings need to have some fun, eh? And when I have some fun, I immidiately feel guilty about it. You know.. what are you doing, this is not helping your way to the top young man.. wasting your time like this..

That's my problem. I'm unable to have fun like I used to. I want to learn again.

[Pekka]

I'm too hard for myself. I've known this for some time but I can't help it. I'm still disappointed at myself for not getting the interview for this other company I applied for.. I mean, it's ridiculous, I applied for 3 jobs for the summer, got the interview for the best of them, got the job, no sweat, and I'm like disappointed I didn't get all 3 jobs? WHat's the matter with me? This is a problem. I have these underlining disappointments with myself even when there's absolutely no reason for it. Takes out the joy from me this kind of stuff.

[Japher]

you're too self absorbed
crap'e diem
or something like that

[Pekka]

No I'm a champion.

[Pekka]

I NEED ATTENTION!

Give it to me.

[Imran Siddiqui]

Originally posted by Japher
you're too self absorbed

[q=Pekka]I NEED ATTENTION!

Give it to me.[/q]

[BeBMan]

Pekka cares too much about other people's problems

[VetLegion]

Pekka is too introvert and shy

[Pekka]

bebro, where did you get that, I worry about my dad all the time.

[Ecthy]

You're simply an idiot who can't stop meddling in other people's business rather than caring for your own.

Or why do you keep calling others losers rather than leading them to victory?

[Cort Haus]

Pekka needs to post more threads about himself to make up for the appalling alcohol-deprevation he's putting himself through.

I tried giving up beer and couldn't even sleep ...

[Pekka]

Ecthy, because leading you to victory would be impossible, even in theory, even if Jesus helped you, you'd still fail.

But it's ironic that you are here to blame me of meddling with other people's business. Isn't that what you are doing now? And you are calling me an idiot? I call you a sissy sauerkraut!

[Japher]

why does not drinking equate to working hard?

I can see why that is the case for Jon Miller, but you never seemed to have the same attitude towards the bottle.

IMO, working hard shouldn't be rewarded, it should be expected.

[Pekka]

working hard shouldn't be rewarded? that's the spirit

No one is talkign about extra rewards. Just something you'd also expect.

[MrFun]

Sissy sauerkrauts are stupid -- throw rocks at them.