Is there a word for this

[Pekka]

It's not bipolaric disorder or anything, I'm not depressed and I'm not manic unless I'm watching a fight.

It's like this. Most of the times, I'm super bored. No matter what I'm doing, watching news, watching a movie, walking outside, going to see a friend.. I'm just bored. Then I get these flashes, these peaks.. of ultimate comfort feeling like Aaaahh.. then nothing worries me, kind of like when you are hung over but don't feel bad, just.. chilling, free, relaxed, in your underwear with no responsibilities.

They might come out of nowhere, these feeling of ultimate comfort. I surrounds me and I can almost be buzzing in it.

Sometimes, through accomplishments, sure.. it's similar to it. Just like today, I wrote this little application, just a small one, but I wrote it straight up after fiddling with the idea, read it through few times, corrected few typos and mistakes, and the first time I compiled it? It worked right away. I mean that never happens. It's kind of rare, so I felt SO awesome, like super smart and stuff, like 'I'm in control MUAHaehaeahheahae'.

[Japher]

word for what?

[Pekka]

Well I just explained it. Not very well but I did. Since you are bi-polaric if you are depressed and manic, what is this then? Maybe it's ..genius? WHO KNOWS! Might be ... I'm waiting for the call.

[Japher]

bored is not depressed

perhaps you just aren't living your life so that you can actually utilize your potential

in that case, the word is "waste"

[Pekka]

Dude I didn't say I'm depressed. I made a big and loud point saying I'm NOT depressed, just bored! I have high self esteem and healthy ego.

Oh well, that's true though.. I'm not utilizing myself. But what could I do? I seem to do 1000 things at once, so I never get any of them done so well I could accomplish something. THat's my problem. Huge minus to myself.

I want to do something brilliant. You know... brilliant. Like when I'm done with it, people will look at it and say 'that sure was brilliant.. who is this brilliant guy?'.

Yeah...

[Japher]

of course you do, but without focus you're just a spastic kid with attention deficit disorder.

not finishing things you start is a procrastonator

[Sava]

Re: Is there a word for this

Originally posted by Pekka
It's not bipolaric disorder or anything, I'm not depressed and I'm not manic unless I'm watching a fight.

It's like this. Most of the times, I'm super bored. No matter what I'm doing, watching news, watching a movie, walking outside, going to see a friend.. I'm just bored. Then I get these flashes, these peaks.. of ultimate comfort feeling like Aaaahh.. then nothing worries me, kind of like when you are hung over but don't feel bad, just.. chilling, free, relaxed, in your underwear with no responsibilities.

They might come out of nowhere, these feeling of ultimate comfort. I surrounds me and I can almost be buzzing in it.

Sometimes, through accomplishments, sure.. it's similar to it. Just like today, I wrote this little application, just a small one, but I wrote it straight up after fiddling with the idea, read it through few times, corrected few typos and mistakes, and the first time I compiled it? It worked right away. I mean that never happens. It's kind of rare, so I felt SO awesome, like super smart and stuff, like 'I'm in control MUAHaehaeahheahae'.

yes

[Pekka]

you're right. A big, handsome, 25 year old spastic hunk. Oh well.

Do you like tea by the way? I'm drinking tea now, I used to hate tea.. I guess it's an adult thing. I used to hate garlic too and.. olives.. now I LOVE them all.

[Pekka]

Sava, haha dude I know what that is, just looking at the URL.. you sick sob..

[Sava]

YOU BETTA CHECK YO SELF

[Pekka]

One thing about drinking too much tea though.. it makes my stomach go funny. I might wake myself up farting loudly. It has happened before. But only when I drink too much tea.

[Datajack Franit]

closet homosexual


finnish


youngster

[Pekka]

But seriously, I figure Germans have a word for everything. What is that word, it's not bi-polaric disorder, because I don't go that high or that low. But I don't seem to have the 'in between' normal mode either. It's either bored or awesome.

DF, I think you and Spiffor would make a nice pair. Spiffor is in the closet, and you seem to like closet people, except on my case your radar is off.

[Urban Ranger]

So you have a mild case of bipolar.

[Pekka]

And that means I'm genius, right?