I'm depressed again, Mars is about to crash into Earth, what else is new......

[Thorn]

No, fortunately for us the red planet is just coming close not close enough to be visted even though...... oh well... one day my people will have me back I suppose.....lol

Seriously though its one of these blah days. My doctor had me go up on anti-depressants some, but I had to go off of them (the increase) cause they were making me sick... so now I'm down...... and have no way to feel better..... you know I'm on 3 different anti-depressants with a total of 500+mg of medication just for depression......sigh...... how can someone be that sad......

Its been a rough well year I guess...... not looking foward to feburary when my boyfriend's trial begins and he could face up to 5 1/2 years incarcerated.....

I'm not feeling well, anyone want to cheer me up be my guest.... if you want to put me down then I can't stop you but you'll be a mean person and hurt my feelings.....sigh.....

[DRoseDARs]

I was going to say "Already a thread on this... http://apolyton.net/forums/showthrea...hreadid=140439" but you're dpressed enough as it is and this is a different thread.

Does your doctor know you're off your anti-depressants, that they were making you sick? Not that your body needs more chemicals in it, but perhaps there's something you can take that'll help with that that won't have a bad reaction with your current meds.

Sorry to hear about your bf.

[Thorn]

I dunno everytime I try and change anything, like up anxiety pills or something, I get sick.... physcially. and my mind has issues too.

[DRoseDARs]

Perhaps just a simple over-the-counter anti-nausea med would help.

Call your doctor tomorrow and talk to him/her about it if you haven't already. Your anti-suffering pills shouldn't be causing you more suffering.

[Thorn]

great now I'm physically sick to from something that I ate, earlier....... life is a bunch of peaches let me tell you........argh.........

[Thorn]

you know its sad when you IM yourself ......heh.......heh...........heh................. .................................................. .
sigh

[Thorn]

[20:51] Chris EvC: hi
[20:51] Chris EvC: hi
[20:51] Chris EvC: how are you doing?
[20:51] Chris EvC: how are you doing?
[20:51] Chris EvC: not wellllll how about you?
[20:51] Chris EvC: not wellllll how about you?
[20:51] Chris EvC: yippe
[20:51] Chris EvC: yippe
[20:51] Chris EvC: that is so cool
[20:51] Chris EvC: that is so cool
[20:51] Chris EvC: not really
[20:51] Chris EvC: not really
[20:51] Chris EvC: oh well
[20:51] Chris EvC: oh well
[20:51] Chris EvC: interesting enough it is i guess
[20:51] Chris EvC: interesting enough it is i guess
[20:51] Chris EvC: yep
[20:51] Chris EvC: yep
[20:51] Chris EvC: no not really
[20:51] Chris EvC: no not really
[20:51] Chris EvC: god this sucks
[20:51] Chris EvC: god this sucks
[20:51] Chris EvC: sigh
[20:51] Chris EvC: sigh
[20:51] Chris EvC: sigh
[20:51] Chris EvC: sigh
[20:51] Chris EvC: ............
[20:51] Chris EvC: ............
[20:51] Chris EvC:
[20:51] Chris EvC:
[20:52] Chris EvC: .........
[20:52] Chris EvC: .........

[Thorn]

It kind of made me feel better for a second before my brain reminded me it was me talking to myself.......heh.................................. .................

[MORON]

I always wonder that if you get depressed enough, does everything start to become funny and existance absurd.........

Well, I guess the bright side of being seriously depressed is that there is really not really that much more to worry about, as the world would have to try really hard to make things worst. When I'm depressed, I remind myself that it ain't so bad since I'm not dead yet. (since I would be if things get that bad)

[Thorn]

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20051027/ap_on_re_us/brf_woman_hanged

Well at least I'm not her, her death everybody thought she was a haloween decoration, do people just not care anymore...... sigh.......

[Az]

Originally posted by Thorn
[20:51] Chris EvC: hi
[20:51] Chris EvC: hi
[20:51] Chris EvC: how are you doing?
[20:51] Chris EvC: how are you doing?
[20:51] Chris EvC: not wellllll how about you?
[20:51] Chris EvC: not wellllll how about you?
[20:51] Chris EvC: yippe
[20:51] Chris EvC: yippe
[20:51] Chris EvC: that is so cool
[20:51] Chris EvC: that is so cool
[20:51] Chris EvC: not really
[20:51] Chris EvC: not really
[20:51] Chris EvC: oh well
[20:51] Chris EvC: oh well
[20:51] Chris EvC: interesting enough it is i guess
[20:51] Chris EvC: interesting enough it is i guess
[20:51] Chris EvC: yep
[20:51] Chris EvC: yep
[20:51] Chris EvC: no not really
[20:51] Chris EvC: no not really
[20:51] Chris EvC: god this sucks
[20:51] Chris EvC: god this sucks
[20:51] Chris EvC: sigh
[20:51] Chris EvC: sigh
[20:51] Chris EvC: sigh
[20:51] Chris EvC: sigh
[20:51] Chris EvC: ............
[20:51] Chris EvC: ............
[20:51] Chris EvC:
[20:51] Chris EvC:
[20:52] Chris EvC: .........
[20:52] Chris EvC: .........

That's pretty sad alright.

[Theben]

Is that 500 mg of antidepressants daily? I can't imagine any doctor prescribing that much...

[Mrs. Tuberski]

Thorn I dont know what meds you were on but its possible you need to change meds. If they do work and your problems when taking them are neasuea and vomiting perhaps you can ask your doc for a drug like phenegrean suppositories if ur vomiting. I know i cant take vicodin with out the phenerean and theben is on the right track why are you on so much of different drugs. if your anxious cause of your bf, id be looking more for somethin to help ya sleep as well.
Edit
Phenegran is an anti nasuea med