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  • #1

    morbid fascinations

    Do you have any?

    I was just watching Doors.. the movie, and Jim gets maced in the face backstage before a gig and I immidiately felt great warmth inside and eagerness to be maced in my face too. It's not real, I don't really want anyone to mace me. But there was strong and weird but good feeling about it.. hells yeah mace me too mother****er! COME ON!

    I'm not afraid of pain really. I never was, and I guess never will. I mean pain itself, of course it hurts. But thinking about hurt makes me body all warm inside. Like experimenting.. i wonder how much that hurts.. I wonder what type of pain that causes me.. it's not challenge type of thing where I'd wonder if I can take it or not. It's just pure fascination. It doesn't dominate me or my personality though. What about you?
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    I often consider jumping under the train as it arrives in the station. This has nothing to do with suicide (I don't want to kill myself), but some fascination with the act I guess.
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    • #3
      Right right.. or driving a car, you think what if you pull the car to the other lane hitting a huge truck. You don't actually do it, or seriously conplemtate doing it, you just think it. There's no sadness or pain invovled in the thought.. just fascination. I have no fascination of hurting other people, or actually hurting myself, just the thought of getting some hurt.
      In da butt.
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      THE UNDEFEATED SUPERCITIZEN w:4 t:2 l:1 (DON'T ASK!)
      "God is dead" - Nietzsche. "Nietzsche is dead" - God.

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      • #4
        Do you have any?

        I was just watching Doors.. the movie, and Jim gets maced in the face backstage before a gig and I immidiately felt great warmth inside and eagerness to be maced in my face too. It's not real, I don't really want anyone to mace me. But there was strong and weird but good feeling about it.. hells yeah mace me too mother****er! COME ON!

        I'm not afraid of pain really. I never was, and I guess never will. I mean pain itself, of course it hurts. But thinking about hurt makes me body all warm inside. Like experimenting.. i wonder how much that hurts.. I wonder what type of pain that causes me.. it's not challenge type of thing where I'd wonder if I can take it or not. It's just pure fascination. It doesn't dominate me or my personality though. What about you?
        Does this mean you're going to be into S/M? Because that would beat Palestinian leather jackets and all that.
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        • #5
          Stabing myself in the eye with scissors.
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          • #6
            scissors are extremely dangerous. You can stab yourself with them with EASE. Be careful.
            In da butt.
            "Do not worry if others do not understand you. Instead worry if you do not understand others." - Confucius
            THE UNDEFEATED SUPERCITIZEN w:4 t:2 l:1 (DON'T ASK!)
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            • #7
              Originally posted by Spiffor
              I often consider jumping under the train as it arrives in the station. This has nothing to do with suicide (I don't want to kill myself), but some fascination with the act I guess.
              Its not uncommon, many people get that feeling in some way. I've experienced the "I could if I wanted to" power from it. Needless to say I've never wanted to.
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              • #8
                Re: morbid fascinations

                Originally posted by Pekka
                Do you have any?

                I was just watching Doors.. the movie, and Jim gets maced in the face backstage before a gig and I immidiately felt great warmth inside and eagerness to be maced in my face too. It's not real, I don't really want anyone to mace me. But there was strong and weird but good feeling about it.. hells yeah mace me too mother****er! COME ON!

                I'm not afraid of pain really. I never was, and I guess never will. I mean pain itself, of course it hurts. But thinking about hurt makes me body all warm inside. Like experimenting.. i wonder how much that hurts.. I wonder what type of pain that causes me.. it's not challenge type of thing where I'd wonder if I can take it or not. It's just pure fascination. It doesn't dominate me or my personality though. What about you?
                You are weird.

                None that springs to mind. Dauphin is right, it is amazing how easy it is to get squished, but our brain is 'wired' as such to stop us doing anything silly like that fortunately...it takes some quite extreme duress to break this down...
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                • #9
                  I do find bizarre anatomical piercing to be most cringeworthy...at times it is enough to make me physically recoil.
                  Speaking of Erith:

                  "It's not twinned with anywhere, but it does have a suicide pact with Dagenham" - Linda Smith

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                  • #10
                    PH, no, you are the weird one and this is a fact and you can take my word for it as it is my bond and that bond is stronger than the sword or the pen combined and none of yous word is that strong but mine is.
                    In da butt.
                    "Do not worry if others do not understand you. Instead worry if you do not understand others." - Confucius
                    THE UNDEFEATED SUPERCITIZEN w:4 t:2 l:1 (DON'T ASK!)
                    "God is dead" - Nietzsche. "Nietzsche is dead" - God.

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                    • #11
                      Originally posted by Pekka
                      PH, no, you are the weird one and this is a fact and you can take my word for it as it is my bond and that bond is stronger than the sword or the pen combined and none of yous word is that strong but mine is.
                      Well having a fetish about being sprayed in the face with mace is a pretty cast-iron definition of deviant...
                      Speaking of Erith:

                      "It's not twinned with anywhere, but it does have a suicide pact with Dagenham" - Linda Smith

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                      • #12
                        Hmmm...

                        I sometimes really want to pick a fight with people. I rarely do. Infact - I never do. I'm really afraid of conflicts and I don't like getting punched.

                        It is something like what you've seen in "fightclub" but it began before I saw it, I think.


                        I was at this concert two weeks ago, and we (3 friends) were in the front of the stage with a girl, and the rest of the public was constantly chocking us and pushing us to the stage (cause they really wanted to be infront, like we were).

                        Not to mention it was a metal concert so there was alot of Fogo fighting going on (people push shove and hit each other during fast paced bits).

                        So two of us (actually, mostly me) behaved like body guards for the girl, and continuously shoved back and even hit all the hords of fans that were pushing on us from behind, making sure that the girl was not crushed. It was really terribly fun

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                        • #13
                          I don't like pain. at least not physical pain.

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                          • #14
                            My own morbid fascinations are bad enough to where I've considered seeing a shrink about them, so I wont bother you guys with them.

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                            • #15
                              most of my fascinations involve me inflicting pain on others, not myself.

                              sometimes I have fascinations with - err I better not say this here.

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