Way back when I first got the mp gold ed. for Mac, I played a game and looked at the other civs in between sessions. It was a strange compulsion driving me to do this - it was not so much that I wanted to get a tactical edge, but was just very curious about how others played the game. I wanted to compare and learn, but I could have done this after a game I suppose.
After looking, I was hit by the old conscience - CHEATER!!! Resuming the game was really a chore, I wanted to lose since I knew where everyone was and what they were doing and had cheated to get this knowledge. Fortunately, this was well before entering Apolyton and I dont even remember the other players - I'd apologise if I did.
Needless to say, the feeling of guilt is quite vivid in my mind and have refrained from peaking at other civs or any other unethical behavior since that fateful day - and yet here I am confessing my sin of long ago. I guess I'm a little curious about all of you - have you ever cheated or played unethically and regretted it so much you went 'straight'?
After looking, I was hit by the old conscience - CHEATER!!! Resuming the game was really a chore, I wanted to lose since I knew where everyone was and what they were doing and had cheated to get this knowledge. Fortunately, this was well before entering Apolyton and I dont even remember the other players - I'd apologise if I did.
Needless to say, the feeling of guilt is quite vivid in my mind and have refrained from peaking at other civs or any other unethical behavior since that fateful day - and yet here I am confessing my sin of long ago. I guess I'm a little curious about all of you - have you ever cheated or played unethically and regretted it so much you went 'straight'?
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