I'm certain you're wrong about not being wrong. I'm not saying you should switch back to being a fascist, mind you. Just that you should be open to the possibility of being wrong about things. Like, I think you've learned the wrong lesson here, Giancarlo. And believe me, I know about learning the wrong ****ing lessons.
Like, it seems you hate your past self. And your past self was wrong about things. This makes you terrified of being wrong, because being wrong is like being who you were when you hated yourself, and you don't want to be who you were when you hated yourself. But maybe it's possible that your past self wasn't bad because he was wrong, but because he was strident or quick to anger or... whatever... I'm sure you know your past self better than I do. The point is, humans are fallible and are going to **** things up. It's just the way the world works. So hating yourself for being wrong just means hating yourself, period, and that is not ****ing healthy. Take it from someone who has an appointment with his therapist in 3 hours.
Like, it seems you hate your past self. And your past self was wrong about things. This makes you terrified of being wrong, because being wrong is like being who you were when you hated yourself, and you don't want to be who you were when you hated yourself. But maybe it's possible that your past self wasn't bad because he was wrong, but because he was strident or quick to anger or... whatever... I'm sure you know your past self better than I do. The point is, humans are fallible and are going to **** things up. It's just the way the world works. So hating yourself for being wrong just means hating yourself, period, and that is not ****ing healthy. Take it from someone who has an appointment with his therapist in 3 hours.
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