Evan Von Christophe: My part in his downfall

[Alexander's Horse]

From EVC

Do you really not remember AH? You took advantage of me being mentally drunk and convinced me to give you my password.... That would have been ok except at the time there was a real life person who couldn't reach me all day, except knew about apolyton; therefore your very convicing story almost put them in a hospital via panic. I don't really hold it against you, still more grumbly against Ming, he know i wasn't all there and he still picked on me. Big Bully Mingy.

No I don't remember this at all - I have never had your password, or anyone else's.

I thought you lost the name because you did something yourself, which I can't quite recall, but I know it was bad, way over the line, possibly involving Ming.

[Thorn]

Yeah or maybe I gave you my password cause I was going to quit things forever i think that was more like it. I know people had fun with it so I didn't want it to end....who better then ....the horse... to carry on the legacy not a very fun time of my life kinda hazy and probably rightly so.

I think Ming banned me cause of the minor (esp compared to my real life stuff at the time) amount of drama this created for the admins. I mean i was always a pain in Mings side but this was when things were getting out of hand.

I've always respected you horse, and thought you were funny, it was really my mishandling of the situation that caused this. I had no idea you didn't remember.

[Alexander's Horse]

you may offered it to me but I never got it

[Thorn]

hmm, if that is really the case that would explain the ban, after I asked the admins to restore my account saying that i had giving it to you.

Who got it then I wonder; they started to post something about me joining some "religious cult with a new girlfriend"... i don't recall what but I was in a relationship at the time and it caused a severe panic, cause I had shut off all other possible communication for the day and barricaded my dorm room at the time. So they remembered that i posted on Apolyton and therefore tried to contact me there then saw this story... so it boiled over badly.

If you really didn't mean any harm or don't remember and think you wouldn't have gone along with this, say so, though cause i'd like to offer your apology/misunderstanding to the witch you pissed off, I never felt good about them being pissed at you.... so this would be good to clarify.

[Alexander's Horse]

Nice to know anyway, even when I was trolling big time I always tried to be witty rather than hurtful

[Thorn]

Yeah that would be why I wanted you to have it, cause you are funny and seem to have a good heart; just circumstances at the time got this really screwed up for whatever reason.

TBH, i wanted something of me to continue when i was planning on leaving the planet, something funny at least seemed like a good idea, when i didn't actually leave is what created the drama cause the password was changed therefore i notified the admins. I should have done it better but i wasn't exactly in the best shape at the time.

I'm a mixed personality its hard to tell when i'm being serious or not that doesn't help things.

[Thorn]

Horse i hope nothing bad has happened in your life as a result of this misunderstanding, if you got cursed for this or something I will get a remedy for that ASAP. I never felt right about this, then you kinda left Apolyton soon after.

[Alexander's Horse]

some of us here would be devastated and even blame ourselves if you ever acted on those negative thoughts - and we don't even know you that well

I thought Ming always had your best interests at heart btw, even if you couldn't see it, he was quite patient with you

[Thorn]

some of us here would be devastated and even blame ourselves if you ever acted on those negative thoughts - and we don't even know you that well

I thought Ming always had your best interests at heart btw, even if you couldn't see it, he was quite patient with you

He was patient most people would have just perm-banned me a long time ago and I do recognize it. He just has a torturous way of showing care is all.

Its hard to peg me i guess with the personas and stuff but sometimes i did have it rough though IRL. Its probably what frustrates me so much is that sometimes i'm being serious and I'm taken as a joke simply because I like to make people laugh on other occasions.

I appreciate you actually caring. Thank You.

[Alexander's Horse]

You're welcome, btw, you are unusually lucid today, what gives?

[Thorn]

You're welcome, btw, you are unusually lucid today, what gives?

Sorry i got a little emotional there, i had it rough as a teenager on the inside. As far as clarity, i made a probably mistaken trade.

I'm tired of fighting, where is the path of least resistance?

[Alexander's Horse]

seems like you are in a fairly good place right now

[Lul Thyme]

Get a room you two!

[Sava]

and post pics

[OneFootInTheGrave]

pics or it didn't happen