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Originally posted by Lorizael View PostI don't understand how someone can complain that their leg hurts if it wasn't flayed off by a school of angry piranhas.I wasn't born with enough middle fingers.
[Brandon Roderick? You mean Brock's Toadie?][Hanged from Yggdrasil]
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Originally posted by Elok View PostThe answer to DaShi is the same as the answer to BK: STOP READING. Ignore. Do not click to view post. Haven't read a damn thing he said since Xmas, and lemme tell you, it's liberating. You look at the grey block and say, "Hmm, you very likely put a certain amount of effort into being a douche with that post--for reasons I don't entirely understand--and you know what? I'm not gonna read it! Your effort is wasted. Lalala!"Indifference is Bliss
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And I'm glad that you did. If I cross the line, I should be called out.“As a lifelong member of the Columbia Business School community, I adhere to the principles of truth, integrity, and respect. I will not lie, cheat, steal, or tolerate those who do.”
"Capitalism ho!"
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Weeeeee. ****'s good. Totally done with this thread for awhile. I totally made like a breakthrough this week. Stemming from my dumb argument with EBF. Me deciding to quit my job and focus on school. Talking to my therapist today. And me repeating this story to myself the past week, this story that maybe, just maybe, Lori has actually ****ing made real changes in the last 6.5 years, that Lori is not the same goddamn person he's been forever. And like, I think I actually believe this crazy story. Hahaha. Now I just have to tell myself to shut the **** up and keep going whenever I have a setback and my response is to whine about how I never make permanent progress and I always regress and yadda yadda. That's ****ing bull****, and I ****ing know it.
August 2003, I had philosophical revelations that formed the bedrock of all my beliefs (and I made a **** ton of personal changes, some lasting a short while (like conquering my arachnophobia) and others leaving a lasting impression on who I was).
September 2008, I stopped being friends with the EBF and decided I was going to have a goddamn better life.
January 2015, I finally managed to convince myself that I've actually made real progress, and that I'm not the depressed little **** I was in middle school ready to kill himself over some chick. What happens next? We'll ****ing see. It's going to be ****ing rad, though. Weeee.
(Thanks, poly people.)Click here if you're having trouble sleeping.
"We confess our little faults to persuade people that we have no large ones." - François de La Rochefoucauld
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Congratulations.“It is no use trying to 'see through' first principles. If you see through everything, then everything is transparent. But a wholly transparent world is an invisible world. To 'see through' all things is the same as not to see.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Abolition of Man
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Originally posted by Lorizael View PostWeeeeee. ****'s good. Totally done with this thread for awhile. I totally made like a breakthrough this week. Stemming from my dumb argument with EBF. Me deciding to quit my job and focus on school. Talking to my therapist today. And me repeating this story to myself the past week, this story that maybe, just maybe, Lori has actually ****ing made real changes in the last 6.5 years, that Lori is not the same goddamn person he's been forever. And like, I think I actually believe this crazy story. Hahaha. Now I just have to tell myself to shut the **** up and keep going whenever I have a setback and my response is to whine about how I never make permanent progress and I always regress and yadda yadda. That's ****ing bull****, and I ****ing know it.
August 2003, I had philosophical revelations that formed the bedrock of all my beliefs (and I made a **** ton of personal changes, some lasting a short while (like conquering my arachnophobia) and others leaving a lasting impression on who I was).
September 2008, I stopped being friends with the EBF and decided I was going to have a goddamn better life.
January 2015, I finally managed to convince myself that I've actually made real progress, and that I'm not the depressed little **** I was in middle school ready to kill himself over some chick. What happens next? We'll ****ing see. It's going to be ****ing rad, though. Weeee.
(Thanks, poly people.)
Companies and clinicians turn to ketamine to treat mental-health disorder as pipeline of new drugs dries up
A physics friend told me taking Special-K made him see an infinite tensor of metal triangular shapes... probably the only 'drug experience' that has sounded interesting to me.
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GENERATION 35: The first time you see this, copy it into your sig on any forum and add 1 to the generation. Social experiment.
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i just sent this email to my therapist.
hi lori's therapist,
whenever i reach out to you because i need help, i try to, by writing it out, momentarily achieve some distance from the problem. i can't do that right now. so...
i can get to work. but that's about it. the prospect of losing my job induces fear and shame, which pushes me to read over the words i wrote down and distill enough strength from them to get myself to work. but i don't really want to be here, and i have no interest in just going to work to make enough money to survive so that i can... go to work. what's the ****ing point.
we talked about how there are some things, like writing, that i will be glad i did after i do them. so this idea in my head that there's nothing worth doing is a lie. and that's true for those activities which are part of who i want to be. but it's not true for the vast majority of activities from which i might derive pleasure.
one of the most frustrating experiences for me right now is mustering the willpower to... click play on a ****ing netflix show... enjoying the hour that i spend doing that, and then almost immediately feeling that joy and energy drain away when the show is done and i'm left alone with my thoughts again. i can't distract myself constantly. and if i can barely find the strength to watch tv, what hope is there that i can get myself to do something that requires real effort like editing my short stories.
- lori
i really wanted to never post in this thread again, but i am not okay. i'm back on antidepressants, but they don't seem to be doing anything yet. 2017 was a bad year. now that i'm no longer in school, i really don't know what to do with myself.Click here if you're having trouble sleeping.
"We confess our little faults to persuade people that we have no large ones." - François de La Rochefoucauld
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Wish I had the magic answer for you but there isn't one.
Work to pay the bills. Most people have no choice but to do that because others count on them.
Others don't currently rely on you so you have a reasonable amount of freedom there.
And don't define yourself from what you do for a living. Too many people make that mistake and are lost when that definition disappears.
IF you like writing, do that in your spare time and take pleasure from it.
I know it's not a solution but I wish you well. Keep visiting here, since people here appreciate your humor and insights.It's almost as if all his overconfident, absolutist assertions were spoonfed to him by a trusted website or subreddit. Sheeple
RIP Tony Bogey & Baron O
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Thanks, rah.
Originally posted by rah View PostAnd don't define yourself from what you do for a living. Too many people make that mistake and are lost when that definition disappears.Click here if you're having trouble sleeping.
"We confess our little faults to persuade people that we have no large ones." - François de La Rochefoucauld
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That was only an intermediate goal to help you get to your real goal....“It is no use trying to 'see through' first principles. If you see through everything, then everything is transparent. But a wholly transparent world is an invisible world. To 'see through' all things is the same as not to see.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Abolition of Man
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Assumed you were going to suggest ECT.Click here if you're having trouble sleeping.
"We confess our little faults to persuade people that we have no large ones." - François de La Rochefoucauld
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